My week has been filled with realisations. First, I did not have to read everything quite so closely as I did...and I wasted valuable research time with it....I need only read sufficiently to understand each weeks theme in each of the 4 classes and make a couple of credible remarks and take notes of pertinent points...because the point is to write decent papers that the profs will consider at the next level ...something I am not so sure I am capable of...
And I have to go to Montreal for my VISA and I have zero cash...to do this...I am going to call the consulate there to postpone my appointment until the summer so I will have time to get the medical done...350$ and try to raise sufficient funds to pay for the trip...the stress involved in this is quite high...I find I lose concentration and then begin to feel very ill...if I did not have the best part of 3000$ invested in the thing I would probably end it now...but I am very close to being able to work in the US as well as Canada...and I think I need to make sure all options are available to me...
Best get back to research...I really quite enjoy that part of it though the writing is painful as always....
And I have to go to Montreal for my VISA and I have zero cash...to do this...I am going to call the consulate there to postpone my appointment until the summer so I will have time to get the medical done...350$ and try to raise sufficient funds to pay for the trip...the stress involved in this is quite high...I find I lose concentration and then begin to feel very ill...if I did not have the best part of 3000$ invested in the thing I would probably end it now...but I am very close to being able to work in the US as well as Canada...and I think I need to make sure all options are available to me...
Best get back to research...I really quite enjoy that part of it though the writing is painful as always....
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